Harper Held back

…kinda? Maybe not. I can’t even pretend to know anymore.

I had things set up last fall, I had bought a region and was making plans for things to do with it …and then I completely lost my shit.

No one cares about the details so I’ll only say enough to prompt “future me” when she comes scrolling back wondering whatever happened to… Basically the girl we were with flipped out when we gave her a heads’ up about a potential hostile and then she went on a huge self-hating rant after which I felt betrayed. That feeling of betrayal made me want to cut ties with everything -and I nearly did.

Region? Gone. Flickr? Gone. SL -nearly gone and I’m basically down to a couple of parcels here and there now.

Admeja grid? Well, that was gone before the shitfit even happened; I had decided to retire it and put it into maintenance mode or something like that. I’m off of Opensimworld primarily because there doesn’t seem to be anyone there but RWNJ of various stripes. No thank you very much -if I wanted that, I’d real life.

It’s February as I write this and I’m in a hole IRL, and waiting to see what my options are for getting out of it.

Admeja grid is gone -my new personal grid is called “Tantrum grid” (in honor of the one I threw). And it looks …strangely familiar:

“If you want to make the gods laugh, tell them your plans” seems to be the over-riding theme of my life for the last few years. So -no plans, at least for now. I’m dithering around my grid in either retirement or irrelevance and holding my breath while I wait to see what 2025 brings.

With luck I’ll be in SLB, but if not …I was in enough up to now.